"addictive obsession, obsessive addiction"

A poem I wrote 3 years ago...

Welcome to your new addiction
Please feel free to take another dose
crack fiends don't need hope
crack fiends need something dope
Something that is mentally intoxicating
Something that will rush to your skull like adrenaline
Something addictive
"addictive obsession, obsessive addiction"
I am like your dope
I am the weed you smoke
You lose me you lose hope
I write these poems to overcome sadness
Before sadness overcomes me
While others kill themselves
I murder words, I crucify vocabular vernacular
...I write
While others seek aid from psychologists
I write poems
People fail to realize that to solve the problems of human nature you don't need humans you need something non-human
So I take a poem
sniff & piff it like a cigarette
Inhale me. Intoxicate me
with drunken words, you know they are sober thoughts
I'm a fiendn
Its easy to overdose off this drug
because it does you no harm so no one tells you to stop.
So all you do is inhale exhale piff and reason
Day to day still the same
Getting higher and higher and higher
Until you eventually reach the clouds