tears

tears dry as tears drop
rain drys as rain drops
they say when it rains no one can tell your crying
well maybe I've been crying in the rain
Because I've been crying my whole life
&& It seems like no one has even noticed
No acquaintance, no friend, no stranger, no loved one
I can't even decipher the difference between the rain && my tears
because...
tears dry as tears drop
rain drys as rain drops
I don't cry for attention
I cry because my instinct tells me that it will heal the pain
Yet my mind knows other wise
But we as human beings don't listen to our mind
we listen to our instinct
that compelling quench or urge that feels all the feelings that God has put on this Earth
The earth is drowning around me
because
as tears drop
rain drops
yet the Earth is deserted around me
beacause...
as tears dry
rain drys
eyes open eyes close
mouth open
now mouth closed.
[written from the top of my head NOW]